I got an uncontrollable urge, I wanna tell you all about it

I have a confession to make: I’m afraid of orgasm. The culmination of this fear was during my first stint with the womanizer. My boyfriend held the control; i am 100% certain that this is the only reason why i got as far as i did, as close to the edge - if i’d held …

My Anorgasmic Odyssey

Journal Entry 12/21/16, 2:00am It’s day two of my boyfriend’s vacation. After a long work day, I feel like I want to masturbate, but it's almost more for the routine it offers. Settle into bed, find some porn, choose a vibrator, and go. I mean, it’s masturbating - its relaxing, it's exhilarating, it's stimulating. Perfect …