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Having Sex With Endometriosis

Having Sex With Endometriosis   Once upon a time, i had a job at an ice cream shop. I had a best friend who worked with me at the ice cream shop. I had a boyfriend whom i had regular sex with. I had an abusive, chauvinistic boss. I had periods that were so gentle, … Continue reading Having Sex With Endometriosis

Real Talk: Interview With A Camgirl

Webcamming - a profession for some, a side job for others, and stigmatized by many. But why? A quick google search brings up multitudes of websites to watch camgirls, but hardly anything exists about them or their profession. Webcamming is hardly a secret these days, and yet it’s one of the best-kept secrets of online … Continue reading Real Talk: Interview With A Camgirl

Gray Reviews: Sex Tarts Lube – Watermelon Splash

Sex tarts first came onto my radar when i began working at a local adult store. Their price was most appealing - a full $10 less than any other lube inside the counter - and their flavour range was a close second. Me being asexual, i didn’t really care to try any. About a month … Continue reading Gray Reviews: Sex Tarts Lube – Watermelon Splash

I Am Thankful for my Body: An Endometrial Manifesto

Let’s be clear; i’m not thankful for the medical debt, the emergency room visits, the horrible pain. I wouldn’t wish this disease on anybody, and it genuinely breaks my heart that so many people have it, and how many of those people may never even realize they have it…..blows my mind.   No, i’m not … Continue reading I Am Thankful for my Body: An Endometrial Manifesto

A reminder to myself

I wanted to post this as a reminder to myself, and I wanted to share it with you all because it's an important piece of my personal history. I wrote this poem in January of 2015, only a few months after i'd returned home from the hospital. After a suicidal episode. It's important to me … Continue reading A reminder to myself

Silagel vs. silica gel: the differences, some more theoretical talking points, and an update from Doc Johnson

Last week after i posted my theory about silica gel being the Doc’s “silagel” secret ingredient, i had an enlightening and informative conversation with Dangerous Lilly. Her points led me to more research, where i discovered more information about silica gel and was able to hone my theory a bit. After a more extensive viewing … Continue reading Silagel vs. silica gel: the differences, some more theoretical talking points, and an update from Doc Johnson

Why Do I Have the Feeling that Silica Gel and Sil-a-gel Are Identical?

An examination of the properties of both silica gel and sil-a-gel, comparing and contrasting the two. IN THE FUTURE: A video of experimentation of the two materials will be included in this post. DISCLAIMER: theories detailed in the following article have neither been proved nor disproved. They are based on observation and research and should … Continue reading Why Do I Have the Feeling that Silica Gel and Sil-a-gel Are Identical?

Chapter One – Recollections: A Memoir of Gender and Trauma in the Last of My Teen Years

Disclaimer: This chapter discusses weight, body image, and gender expression.  Introduction I decided to write this for a handful of reasons. Primarily, I rarely ever talk about my gender identity/expression. There have been so many twists over the last handful of years that I often find myself feeling like i just don't know who I … Continue reading Chapter One – Recollections: A Memoir of Gender and Trauma in the Last of My Teen Years

I got an uncontrollable urge, I wanna tell you all about it

I have a confession to make: I’m afraid of orgasm. The culmination of this fear was during my first stint with the womanizer. My boyfriend held the control; i am 100% certain that this is the only reason why i got as far as i did, as close to the edge - if i’d held … Continue reading I got an uncontrollable urge, I wanna tell you all about it

Diva Cup! Update

I used the Diva Cup for four days, and it. was. awesome. Important things to make mention of are the facts that i have endometriosis, a sometimes too-tight vaginal opening, a thick goopy flow, and looong work days. With all of those things in mind, i'm elated to announce that the Diva Cup was a fucking … Continue reading Diva Cup! Update

Endometriosis Journal – post period update

January 30th, 2017. It's been just around a week since my period ended. Luckily my energy has been back up, but due to some kick-ass timing, my car has been in the shop for the entire week and i haven't been able to get back into my workout routine. The diva cup totally changed my … Continue reading Endometriosis Journal – post period update

Inauguration Day (aka, meet the Diva Cup)

January 20th, 2017 marks the inauguration of my Diva Cup. I’d read plenty of reviews, watched a plethora of youtube videos, read the website extensively - i knew that i needed one in my life. In general, tampons have always been somewhat of a nightmare for me. For as long as I can remember i’ve … Continue reading Inauguration Day (aka, meet the Diva Cup)